| Finally i found the answer to my problems.... i've been taught to b rational n logical... yet sometimes tt with abit of emotion n feel may make a problem not one any more....(but 2 or 3?? haha...) just like in sports and in music... if u try too hard... u'll not get wat u wan... In singing, the best sound is heard when u let ur feelings take over and not when u try ur best to be in tune n to haf the correct tone n to use ur diaphram n to be concerned abt ur diction etc etc.... In bowling, the techniques maybe impt but the feel for the ball in the bowler is still also crucial.... Hence in many times the feel is impt... it is not totally emotional, juz a mechanism by which a person can achieve things with... a feeling that can help guide me... There are many sides of the coin n the only way to choose which side is thru the heart... feel which side is right... trust myself... trust my heart... |
| Argh..... juz wrote an entry and my modem haf to d/c... stupid modem.... was reading the last entry I wrote.. think i think too much... Just hate to be an escaper from reality... but i tink i really am... for the amt tt think is so far less than the amt tt i ask... i really dare not ask... wat am i scared of?? The only thing I can b afraid of is the truth... I am a coward... i hide when i am scared... so i hide... Life Is good now... i dun wan to change a thing... knowing more truths maynot change anything n may even make things better... but i am not a risk taker i guess... maintaining the equilibria now is good.... I am a silly gal... Enough of serious crap... lets make some rubbish now..... hmm... rubbish??.....argh forget it... leave it to the next entry.. =) M I S S M I S S M I S S M I S S M I S S M I S S |
| There are so many ways to see a matter... So many possible reasons behind every actions.... So many possible lies behind every reason..... So many many... n only one reason is the truth... Is thinking too much bad?? Is there really two sides of the coin... only??? I really wish there's only two sides... but no it's not.... there are more than 2 sides... so many many many sides that it makes my head big.... Dilemma is mad...... Curiosity is irritating.... Is it good to wan to know too much??? how much is too much??? Better to know than not knoe.... Yet If knowledge dun make me happier.... shld I still try to know??? Maybe I shld stop searching... Stop knowing more that make me sad... How I wish I can choose.... =( |
| Not a good day today...
Lots of bad news greeted me in the morning... Ppl close to me are not feeling good.... =( hope all will turn for the better and may wat past stays there... in the past... life is more than having everything go our way.... it's how to cope with the unexpected twists and turns... some twists are happy "Lets Twist agaIN...." some turns are terrible.... Life is like climbing a mountain... never stop till u reach the peak.... u may fall... but the wound will heal... a scar maybe left... juz to remind oneself to be careful.... =) Life is beautiful if u make it so.... Hope all my frens are happy.... =) |
First test in 8 or 9 mths...
tmr @ 6pm.... worried....
all tables n diagrams of molecules..... hmm... wat am i suppose to study?? How many carbon atoms are there in a naphthalene???? yeeeeksss.....
i know i shld be studying now n not writing this crap... but it's 1130 already!!! my mind is set for crapping not studying chemical cpds or that Western Europe uses the largest amt of insecticide... (is tt rite?? let me check)... yah it's rite... =P
today's so so interesting... in my bid to get to lec quick i fell twice on two continuous flight of stairs.... I am not wearing heels but slippers k!!!!! Conclusion: I run better in heels......
Then i went swimming.... tough luck.... no cute guys... =P juz kiddin'..... hunnie dun b mad... (but it's true)
then i came home to try study.... well...... PCK n Lydia are all quite nice oops.....
okie.. me watched more tv than study... it's really hard to study those.... =(
i'll try again tmr morning when my mind's fresher... =)
I am sure i can do it!!!!!!
I am really bored................... so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so bored!!!!
tink i'll go zzzzz soon b4 i start writing rubbish here......... coz tt's wat in my mind now at this moment... rubbish n more rubbish.......... grrrrrrrrrrrr.................
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